Thursday, December 27, 2007

Rant post up ahead

Rant post up ahead. Skip this post of you don't want to read it.

Politics at work is a bitch. If you think you're free of politics at your workplace, think again. Most likely you've just decided to turn a blind eye to everything.

You think you've won? The hell with you. So what if I'm better at you? Gives you a chance to better yourself, and get the 'superstar' title away from me. But NO, you don't. You just use your time to crap about me behind my back. Spreading lies and what not. I've left there for a few months for my studies, only went back recently to work part time. What have you done in those few months?? Relax? You're what, 30 years old??? and what? you're still working at a job which pays RM 800 per month give and take. Let me tell you one thing. You can bet your ass that by the time I reach 30, I'll be twice as successful as you, maybe even three times.

You want to turn everyone against me? I'll give you credit for that. But I won't give you the satisfaction of knowing whether or not you've gotten to me. You want me to fight back? Guess again. I won't. You're not even worth my time. I'm just working there to get extra pocket money. I can get the pocket money the same, anywhere else. You don't make use of the time given to you, to learn new skills, and yet you're jealous because I can be barista? I've left there four months. Ample time for you to learn the tricks of being a barista. But do you do that? NO. You just sit on your arse the whole time, looking 'pretty'.

You think you look so good. With that phony accent of yours, and that disgusting walk. You think you're a girl? HA HA. You're not. You have been, and always will be, a guy. So don't kid yourself, you she-male. I don't have a vendetta against all she-males out there. Just you. I've known other she-males out there. And they are one hell of a lot better than you. You think that by dressing like a girl, you'll one day wake up and become a girl? Don't make me barf. You can just go and continue writing those little notes with that fugly handwriting of yours, scolding me for whatever crap it is you IMAGINED I did wrong.

I've left there for a few months. Of course there are things that have changed. Of course things do not remain the same. Time passes. I know that. That is why when I came back at the beginning of the month, I acknowledge that there are some things I need to learn all over again. You don't give me the chance and slam me down when I did even some minor thing wrong.

You have those jealousy attacks because you KNOW I'm better than you. I will always be better than you. That is why I will not do anything against you. Because I know that that's just petty. It's just wishful thinking on your part if you think that I'll stand down and let you humiliate me again and again. If you think I'm weaker than you, you don't know me enough. Heck, you don't even know me at all. I know when to keep quiet. And one day, you'll know when you've been beaten. Good things come to those who wait. And I'll wait. And I'll bide my time. And I'll pay you back for all the crap you've dished out to me. You'll get it tenfold.


Anonymous said...

so "kia lang"

but ish good !! thumbs up...

remember our little pic? torture to those who decides to land a bomb on us three sisters ^^

wei khee said...

I sense a lot of anger. Which can lead you to the dark side. :P

choulyin.tan said...

haha..of course! Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned >)

With people like these, no use oso going over to the dark side. They will never learn =p

mrronnieteo said...

Fuyoh! Beberapa hari tidak jumpa sudah ada cerita? :P lol

But from wad I understand, I'm guessing its one of those backstabbing bitches we see so much!

Sigh. Why are they everywhere?

Robin Wong said...

hey hey..
aiyooo, no need so angry lar, like u said those kind of people is not really worth ur time.

I like the way u conceal the she-male fact part until the later of the entry, LOL, i admire u, so much anger yet still can be so stylish in making a blog entry !!!

But yeah, work place is a bitch. Cant avoid it, there will be people against u, everywhere u go. All u can do is watch your back fromt left right and dodge if u can.

Anonymous said...

urmmm... issit hu i tink it is?

choulyin.tan said...

too true =) you can't run from them wherever ou hide =p

haha. stylish? no ler...i'm just saying what I feel. needed to release all that pent-up anger. Can't let myself be stepped on you know ^^

We'll all have to learn the art of dodging and hypocrisy then -_-"

yup, i'm guessing you DO know who it is =)

barb michelen
thanks alot! hope I'll get good money from there as well ^^